I Dunno

I’m not sure what I feel right now. Besides the pain in my mouth from the area of one of my wisdom teeth, I don’t feel too much.

Nothing really seems to motivate or affect me anymore. It’s like I’m just going through the motions. And it sucks.

For instance: my senior project advisor sent out an email letting my and my project mates know that we’re not going to enter our project into a competition. This isn’t unexpected as our project isn’t very good. But do I care? I feel relieved. I feel like I’ve been caught in a nightmare ... jumping from one horror to the next. It’s definitely time to take a step back and gain some perspective.

I think I’ll start by taking some aspirin for my mouth.